Dunno where else to put this but i want it out, so it's going here.

I am super happy that my 2 best friends are dating guys and happy. but i am hella sad that i still am not. blah.

Life Update.

It's been ages. Finally got wifi tho thanks to my cousin who lives next door hahaha.

Keeping this short because i really don't wanna do a long blog post and like no one reads these anyway sooooooooooooo.

~Updates~

• I'm fine at my mom's house now. It's not that horrible haha. 
• We got a dog, another wiener dog, who i love called Daizi. I still miss the shit out of Slinky tho but i get to see him sometimes.
• Got a job watching kids for now. Doesn't pay much at all but its enough to pay bills and do things with friends so i am HAPPY with it. Its not enough to move out tho, or get glasses or health insurance, which sucks. 
• Anxiety and depression still suck. They both also still kick my ass but i just deal with it hahaha. 

• i went on one date. Didn't really click with the guy but he is an AMAZING friend. say i friend zoned him all you want, we just didn't click. we don't have much in common. but i really do love him as a friend, i can tell him ANYTHING and he tries to help and understand, and i do the same for him. 

I think that's pretty much it. I dunno if I'll write more blog posts, i like it but i just...no one reads em haha and i dunno if my life is interesting enough anyway. i hardly do anything but sit at home after babysitting for 10 hours a day, and then weekends i sometimes do things hahaha.

Anyway, that's about it for now. Who knows if I'll write more. If I get interesting I will haha.