Hi :) I don't exactly know what I'm doing. I just wanted a place where i could come, write out my feelings and thoughts, and maybe have some people that understand and maybe give me advice if they have it. Not that I'm actually expecting anyone to read this, as I don't even know if people can read this. But just in case. :)
I suppose I should start with an introduction of sorts. My name is Whitney, I'm 21, I live in Utah. Up until about a week ago, I worked at a pizza place as a shift manager. Then I quit because my boss was freaking ridiculous and doing a horrible job at being a boss, and putting the blame on everyone but herself, and as one of the 2 shift managers we had there, I got a lot of it.
So now I'm jobless, but I am hoping to find another job soon. It's not gonna be easy at all; I live in a smallish town, with a lot of unemployed people and not many jobs. I'm hoping the fact that I worked at my other job since I was 17 will give me an advantage over other people but who knows. I've never even tried to get a different job till now so I have no idea what people are looking for.
But enough about that, as it stresses me out to even think about my old job, and revs up the anxiety when thinking about job interviews and even going to apply for a job. Like, makes me sick and worried and want to jump off a cliff. (Worst way to go, I think,)
What else about me...I'm not really that interesting. Like I said, I'm 21, but I still live at home, with my dad, siblings, and my dads wife. So I'm not at all grown up. I love cartoons more than most shows, I would rather play games than go out with people, tho don't get me wrong, now that I'm 21 i take advantage of the perks of it sometimes :) (I recently learned that I do, in fact, like beer. Parties can be fun :]) I spend most of the day/night on the internet. :) Which I don't think is bad or anything, tho I know people think I'm a loser. But honestly you can make some really good friends online. I dunno. I like to read and write, and I make stupid vlogs on YouTube that no one but my sister watches but its ok with me :) I only started that to try to help with my shyness. Did I mention I am ridiculously shy?? Cause I am. I would like to think I'm a nice person, but people think I'm rude because I'm just quiet and shy and hate eye contact until I get to know someone. I guess that's it about me.
I kinda just want this to be a place where I can come and rant about stuff, because I feel dumb if i do it on tumblr and I know most of my followers only follow because I reblog so much Dan and Phil (<3333333) stuff, and I don't want to bug them with my problems.
I am watching a commercial for this thing...wraptastic or something. And I want one. I don't need it, but it looks like something I would want.
Well...have a good day or night or whatever. :D
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